Day 37

Umphrey's McGee - Setlists

not getting much sleep last night screwed with my head all day. feeling ungrateful for a minute when I got home so I went down the street to hang out with travelers at 2. that helped. watched UK play after that. we looked great today. six double doubles in a row for big cuz! he keeps this up and he's the national player of the year. met with some friend's tonight and listened. everything was ok today when I kept busy, talked with folks about how I felt, stayed out of my head. but when alone, I couldn't seem to get it right. still can't as I write this. have that anxious gut feeling going. not sure why. maybe anticipation of going to show, all of the energy there, then not getting enough rest. also, thinking too much! need to take myself out of the equation and realize I can do nothing about this. seek help, take action, and help others will do it. asking for peace of mind tonight. patience also! that's a big one for me. it all comes down to me trying to run the show, even with small things. it can't be done. awareness of this is good. thankful for that! been looking forward to our trip to gethsemani tomorrow. maybe that has something to do with it also. tomorrow is going to be a big day!